Sunday, 27 August 2017

Chores, edging and strawberries

Today I feel more like a piggy instead of a darepuppy. So I will refer to myself as pig. The whole weekend pig has been disgustingly horny and eating too much. She made a mess of her house, covering it with clothes, food supplies and toys. So today it was time to clean up. She got some help from a new made friend on Kinktalk Sir Trenho on making it a little more dreadful for her.

First she used the task from Sir Droptokon. Which included something she hates: edging. She had less time available, so she started her first edge at 4 pm and then set the timer for a hour later for another edge. After that first edge, she really didn’t want to go on. She was annoyed and frustrated and wanted much rather to push herself over that edge. But she didn’t! As instructed she went and got the frozen strawberries from the fridge and she managed to pop 5 of them into her asshole. She felt her bowels cramp up and thought for a minute she wouldn’t be able to last. Nevertheless she plugged the filthy hole with a buttplug and lubed her vibrator with toothepaste to seal that hungry cunt of her, covering it with panties to keep it in place. This was good for her anyway, this way piggy is forced to keep her hands out of her panties. The vibrator was put on the lowest stand. On her belly she wrote a motivational reminder: Fat Messy Piggy. On which she later also messed with her cigarette so now also a filthy pig covered in ash. She put on her tightest bra, and not having tacks she put a handfull of hardware (screws) in there instead. It’s pleasurably uncomfortable.

She then went on to her dishes, the more she moved around the kitchen the more she got turned on. Oh how excruciating it is to have the vibrator so low, it was very frustrating. And how long it takes to do chores, when you want to orgasm so badly. It definately helped Piggy to speed things up and work very hard! Halfway she checked the messages, and she heard cumming is not an option – maybe if he likes my report. Oh please do because she is so so so needy already and oh my god still a lot of edges ahead.

After a hour pig has sore nipples and a messy cunt, but she can deal with as long she doesn’t move much. She was at least glad there was nothing on her clit, she would not been able to keep herself from orgasming. The alarm for another edge was heard, and the edge was reached quite quickly – yet so much harder this time to not flow over. Pig wants to squeel and scream in frustration. She was told she could relieve herself and – well, ever pooped strawberries? Definately interesting. Almost looks like a chocolate dessert.

Sir Trenho told her to get naked for the rest of her chores and the edging. So the next thing was cooking dinner, naked. It was interesting to feel the warm glow against her skin, and the sputtering made her skin burn a few times. She couldn't have dinner without just another edge, desperately wondering why Pig signed up for this again. This wasn't funny anymore, she was just cooled down again and just as well riled up. The timer on her phone, coming to her mind more often and often, just waiting for when it will tell her again it's time..

Halfway dinner the alarm sounded again. It was a bit harder this time, the pig was getting sore. Did she mention how exhausting it is to bring yourself to an edge time after time, she is sweating and a wet spot is where she sat. And, in 8 minutes the torture began again.  At least she managed to finish dinner.

Another edge 8 minutes later, she told the vibrator she hated it. She didn't want to do this anymore, was too tired. She build up to an orgasm so fast that she only just in time managed to pull the wand away from her clit. This pig felt exhausted, but nonetheless set her timer again, at 4 minutes this time and telling herself she would not think this was a fun thing to try anytime soon again. 

4 minutes later, it did not take long to get back, pig was very turned on still. Her clit wanted to hide from the vibrator, it was relentless. She felt the first wave of orgasm wash over her and quickly shut it off and set the timer for 2 minutes later as she panted for air in exhaustion. She was almost done.

Between the 2 minutes and 1 minute timer the lazy pig didn't even get up anymore, resting in exhaustion face down her pillow. The last edge being so intense that she growled out loud, knowing it was not time yet to cum. At this point she had hesitated if she wanted it at all anymore, at least if she could stop with the edges. But when she had that last edge, certainly she knew she wanted that relief. So she asked permission from Sir Trenho. He told her 6 orgasms, or none at all. Even though piggy know this was almost impossible for her at this time, she wanted to try - but one earthshattering orgasm later she layed quivering and shaking on the bed, every slight touch making her jump. Nonetheless, she felt very proud of herself of how far she made this task and of all the chores she got done today. Hopefully it was an enjoyable read for you as well!

Saturday, 26 August 2017

First time ginger root

I was horny today. So I decided to dare myself to use ginger root for the first time. I bought a small piece in the supermarket to try and started cutting it up, which is pretty hard to get a good shape! I was already dripping wet with anticipation when I put the first piece in my pussy, one in my ass and rubbed my clit with it.

But before I did this, I had put on my pump on the clit to make sure it was nicely swollen. How I underestimated the effects. It was burning hot! I wasn't able to keep it in for five minutes even. My posts really show my lack of self discipline, don't they? But, I did have a shattering orgasm afterwards and it was a fun try. I don't think I'll be doing it anytime soon again though!

Kinky Questionnaire for girls

A questionnaire I filled from

Age ? 30
Location or Timezone ? GMT+1 Amsterdam
Which gender do you primarily serve (mistresses or masters)? Masters
Body Type? Fat
Bra size? 80D
Is your cunt shaven, trimmed, or natural? Natural at the moment, usually shaven.
Do you find having to shave pubic hair humiliating? If not, what do you feel about it (it’s great, it’s a hassle, etc.) Not really, I have shaven as long I can remember. I find it more humiliating to have a hairy cunt to be discovered. It's more filthy in my opinion.
Do you already have licked a girl or being licked ? I have! And I liked it!
When you were fucked for the last time and by who. That is a while ago I'm afraid... I don't quite remember, it was last year probably with my friend which I haven't seen a while.
Do you get wet easily? Yes, too easily!
How often do you masturbate ? Once a day usually.
What’s the largest object you’ve ever fit in your pussy? A cumcumber
What’s the largest object you’ve ever fit in your ass? An inflatable buttplug
What’s your favorite derogatory name to be called? I'm not sure I have a favorite... But I'm open to suggestions. I'm still finding out this whole humiliation thing but it's been a fun trip so far.
Least favorite degrading name you’ve been called? Whore.
If you were to be humiliated via pet play, what animal would you pick to be and why? That is actually one of my biggest turnons. I would be kept in a real barn, shackled in a device that would prevent me from moving while head forwards in my stall. My mouth filled with cock while I'm forced to cum repeatedly and bred, my nipples being milked like that of a cow. I would love to be a cow, piggy, a doggy...
Describe your favorite underwear. I would love to get one of those underwear with a hidden dildo attached to it or open crotch etc. Would make me feel very slutty.
Favorite way to be humiliated (public, exposure, tit pain, writing on self, etc.)? I like writing on myself, putting (disgusting) food on myself, binding myself up and causing discomfort, letting others make fun on me online.
Describe your most humiliating fantasy. I kinda just told you in my petplay fantasy. Maybe a medical one... Where my body is put to the test, or the one above but then me being a piggy and crawling through the dirt, being assessed as lifestock.
What kinks are you ashamed of having? Uhm, the humiliation fantasies.
Have you ever had an accident (pissed yourself) in your adult life? Not accidentally.
Does your vanilla self greatly differ from your kinky self? Yes, very.
If one person in your life found out about your kink for being degraded, who would be you want it to be (ex-girlfriend, mom, best friend, etc.)? My best friend would understand best I suppose.
Do you have any nude or embarrassing photos? Yes, I once posted one of myself as a dare on Tumblr and it is now on all kinda websites, its very exciting and humiliating at the same time.. Maybe I'll do it again sometime.

This picture is now filed on several sites as disgusting slut, fat slaves, worthless pig.

If yes, why does exposing your own humiliation turn you on? If no, then why are you hesitant to do so? It turns me on because it goes out of your hands on the internet, and because others will see, maybe judge, comment, and there is nothing you can do about it but feel more humiliated.
Would you enjoy serving crowds/gangbangs? In my fantasies, yes. I'm not sure if I would ever dare for real.
What’s the most publicly humiliating thing you’ve ever done? Nothing so far.
Same question in private. Be pissed on and had someone cum in my face.
Until now how many girls or men used you ? Honestly, too many to count. I really don't know.
Would you agree that you’re simply an object consisting of three holes to be used by others? Uhmm, yes, in this private area I am.

Monday, 29 June 2015

Test Results

== My Human Sex Map ==
The link to my human sexmap, made upon request! *Click*

== Results from ==
100% Submissive
100% Bondage receiver
100% Degradation receiver
97% Pet
92% Primal (Prey)
91% Masochist
85% Slave
77% Experimentalist
72% Exhibitionist
68% Non-monogamist
65% Brat
62% girl/boy
38% Ageplayer
33% Voyeur
13% Vanilla
6% Daddy/Mommy
2% Sadist
1% Degradation giver
0% Primal (Hunter)
0% Dominant
0% Switch
0% Bondage giver
0% Brat tamer
0% Owner
0% Master/Mistress
0% All-Rounder
See my results online at

Tuesday, 15 July 2014

Fat Cow Cunt

It's been a while since I've written on here! But time to declare this blog alive again.. Yesterday I had an awesome dare day with Sir Petter again. It was a messy dare and I was very nervous and excited at the same time. Usually the preparations for a dare are just as fun, at least to me. The anticipation makes me drip before I've even started...

I was to put not only oatmeal in my panties, but also beans and yoghurt. I made a real nice, thick and slimey oatmeal with milk. It really smelled, I don't like the smell of oatmeal at all. I let it cool a little, but when I used it was still warm. It surely felt interesting between my buttocks and pussy. Then I scooped an entire can of beans with it, which was really disgusting as well. I used my hands to massage it all the right places. Finally I used the yoghurt, which was still chilled. That got an entire different sensation. To avoid that I would make a mess of the entire room I had taped myself up with plastic bags and ducktape. I had draped the bed with plastic as well. Via a hole in my panties there was my hitachi magic wall against my clit. And once installed on the bed I set my timer for twenty minutes, as this was the time I was supposed to last.

Because I know myself there was a punishment if I didn't last the entire time, which was a cold shower and not getting out of these panties. Once the hitachi activated I realized I was in trouble. It was really intense so close against my clit and really tight. The more I squirmed and moved, the more I felt the food moving around in my panties. It aroused me even more. I tried to tie my hands but they kept getting lose, so I gave up with that. For a long time I kept them held at the sides of my bed. Finally I got so aroused I started kneading the food against me, between my pussylips... That was really awesome and I came really hard. A bit too hard maybe because after that I flinched and moaned in torment. I really couldn't stand the hitachi against my clit anymore. The time should be almost over... Without too much thought I had turned off the hitachi, smelling myself and what was in my panties more then ever all I could think of was bath. Fuck that punishment, I thought. And much more excuses that made me think I had definately deserved my bath.

Sir made it clear to me that I was totally out of place here and reminded me very well. The nice warm afterglow of my bath was ruined because of a cold shower against my clit, making it numb and making me shatter in the cold. I edged once, then I just couldn't anymore so I stood in the corner, dripping in cold water waiting to dry up. On my nipples were pegs and they were hurting so much. I was sobbing and felt like a very bad puppy. And how I hated Sir at that moment too!

Afterwards I cooked dinner. I must say, even though I felt cold, I felt reborn. I was still pouting and feeling like a bad puppy, especially when I ate dinner from a bowl on the floor. Yet I felt much more energetic then before. Lovely! To cheer Sir up I agreed upon an earlier dare and went on Chaturbate to give a show and humiliate myself on webcam. Along with almost 40 people he watched me and told me what to do. I think we both loved it. I really felt humiliated and it made my pussy so wet. I wrote above my cunt 'Fat cow cunt for use and abuse'. Later on my thigh it said piggy slut. The comments were thrilling, they wanted to see my ass, tits and ofcourse I was more than willing... Finally I came really hard using my vibrator. Next time I will make sure to make a picture. I also bought a little piggy buttplug tail, so I can wiggle that for them. I am wondering if my name puppy is really appropiated anymore, what do you think - should I adjust my name to be like there: fat cow cunt? Other suggestions of course are as welcome.

Wednesday, 18 September 2013

Failed Dare

Today I received an ask in my inbox. I never had that happen before, usually it's just dares and no truth. In a weird way it was so personal it was arousing me to have to reply to a stranger. So I did and we talked, eventually also on Skype. He showed me some pictures that were quite disturbing. Of pussy with snails on it, leeches.. And blushing, I admitted it somehow made me still wet. I think mostly because of the idea of not being able to control and have something crawling down there...

He also showed me a picture of how a big cunt could be a good thing, having lots of space for pegs. I decided to try it, he dared me to use three pegs on outer and inner lips and two on the clit. I failed this dare. I first edged succesfully, which I hated but also am proud of because I usually don't even have the discipline to stop masturbating. After that I got my pegs. Halfway this stupid cunt realized that she didn't have the ammount of pegs required. Obviously you have two lips each side. Duh. Anyway, it hurt so much that I didn't even dare to think of putting one pin on my clit. It was slippery and painful and.. blah.

So I made a picture, I used four pegs finally. I am sorry for only completing this dare half. I guess my pussy is not as big as I thought, or at least the inner lips aren't.. and they are sensitive too!

Ultimate Degrading Questionnaire


Which gender do you primarily serve (mistresses or masters)?

Body Type?

Type Huge

Bra size?

Are they perky or saggy?

Pretty saggy

Are your nipples large or small?

Are they pronounced all the time or only when aroused?

Is your cunt shaven, trimmed, or natural?
At the moment slightly grown back to natural..

Are your inner labia tight and hidden or visible and saggy?
Visible and saggy

Is your clit large or small?

Do you get wet easily?
Yes, too easily

What's the largest phallic object you've ever fit in there?
Ehmm.. the cock of a black man

Is your asshole hairy?


Does it gape?
No.. it is very tight

What's the largest phallic object you've ever fit in your ass?
My inflatable buttplug

What's your favorite derogatory name to be called?
Worthless Fat Pig?

Describe your favorite underwear.
I prefer my boxershorts..

Are any of your panties stained?
Yes multiple are

Describe your most humiliating fantasy.
Be an object of sexual science in which they try to find out everthing of the womans body in pleasure and pain wise. Preferrably also being kept like an animal in a barn afterwards. Between regular animals...

What kinks are you ashamed of having?
Pretty much anything I do on this website. The cheap kind of humiliation.

Have you ever had an accident (pissed yourself) in your adult life?

Does your vanilla self greatly differ from your kinky self?
Yes she is quite decent lol

Do you have any nude or embarrassing photos? Link them.
Yes, they are in my photo album.

Do you enjoy it when people make fun of your physical features (fat ass, hairy cunt, saggy tits, etc.)
It makes me feel humiliated and wet.

Would you enjoy serving crowds/gangbangs?
It is a fantasy

What's the most publicly humiliating thing you've ever done?
Went once to the pharmacy with bullet inside and almost came before even reaching the door..

Would you agree that you're simply an object consisting of three holes to be used by others?